2005 gonna be a history soon........
juz wana say that 2005 is a year of pruning for me.
& i thank God for all of them coz i can experience God in another way! =)
one thing, big prob, big miracles...
yeah !!!!!!!!!!
alot to say...................
but lazy!
hahahaha........

anyway.... let me tell u wat 2006 is gonna be for me (i pray)
1. i wana be fruitful !
in the sense of my cg.... more converts !
2. i wana bring many personal converts ! =)
3. a breakthrough in my health...
i wana experience God's healing myself.
no more only listen to other's testimony, but i wana share it myself abt my experience =)

i give thanks for west A 4..
i blive it with all my heart...
we will not remain small.
thats gonne be true !

i reali wana encourage ppl that have blogger.
i feel that blog can be a channel of blessing to others..
but sometime it can be so personal that can stumble others...
i tik should consider for the rest that are not very mature in God...
wat if they saw that particular entry?
if u are going to post something that will stumble, den better not ...
coz blog is public... ya lor.
& MSN nick...
y muz let the whole world noe that u are not doing well?
thats so not sensitive.
u will nv noe, your that entry or nick, can cause a stir in some body's heart.
i feel that if u are not doing well in spiritual or being negative.. blah blah, den dun blog or change msn nick. yupz.
yeah, be more sensitive.
=)

2006 - a new begining for me.
i wana noe God more.
one thing i wana ask for is.... to noe HIM deeper !
yeah.
past is past, wana look forward for something new. =)
2006, here i come !

wow.....
i really enjoy myself today!
went cg in the morning
tell u... Cg is so fun =)
Jess de Dog, 'Girley'
lidat spell?
anyway..... initially, i so scared mann
i scream & scream... den hide in the toilet
den at last, too tired to run liao
give up...
den i 'sayang' the dog.
i realise that it was damn cute!
now i am addicted to it liao......
haha

my Cg seriously tone deaf de
the guitar seriously out of tune & they duno lar....
haha
even i am a tone deaf noe that its out of tune, but they still say........
"huh? ok mah.... got out of tune meh? nvm lar, nobody will notice de lar"
oh my! hahahaha

shepherd Jess juz now...
yeah.
went shopping after that
so so fun mann` !!!!!!!!!
we bought a shirt for jency!
yeah!!!!!!
we had so much fun..
we had the same taste, & we are mad of shopping
weeee~

i muz be more gentle mann
in spirit
haha
i've learn wat is it to be humble & listen to other's
coz different ppl got diff mind set or points of view...
thats y, not everything that i do, ppl will like... or accept
one thing that i reali learn is that be sensitive...
yeah, not that my way means the rite one =)

my feet!
getting worse.
haha............
nvm fri check up liao
i muz ask e doc y my feet more swollen le
muz ask, if not i kuku one ...
haha

tingting muz live for Jesus alone!
coz if not, i will be living for myself & my world will be in da mess.

at times, not that wat i feel like means i miz do.
coz not everything will come in my way.
my biggest dream might not be the best for me.
who knows?
only God knows....
so i wana follow God & stick to Him closly...
in order to lead the best life, there is no other ways den to follow Him...
coz fufilling even the greatest dream might not even satisfy us...
wat Good is that if i gain everything but loose e most precious thing?
my precious thing is my life that is according to god's will.

U are my everything.

how irritating can that be!
blogger always lidat de =(

anyway, i had a blessed christmas this year...
yeah.... 2006 arriving soon & i am looking forward...
a new begining for me..
=)

now abit no mood to blog liao
bcoz of that irritating thing, write so long, den e entry went missing =(

nowadays so sinful, i sleep till very late lar!
haha
had been waking up early for the past few days...
the reason being is that i had to go & make up for all the ppls that are performing for our service =)
tell ya, i had no experience in that at all!
damn scary.....
initially, my heart wasnt at peace...
i reali hope that shuz will call me & tell me that i dun need to lead the image team..
haha...
but i came to realise that this is for God, & i gonna try.
so....... since its for God, i blive God will guide me de..
true enough, it was quite a success.... of coz, i got helpers =)
have u attempt anything for God that u have zero experience abt it?
i had... therefore... let me tell ya, as long as u are willing to take e 1st step, God will guide u all e way one...
there is nth impossible!

juz now shepherd my sheep...
was teaching abt solitude time with God...
so... this is the question that i wana ask...
when is the last time that u had quality time with God ?
yeah....

heart at peace, which is my heart is sitting down...
only God can give me this kind of feeling...
bcoz my God is a big God...
wat is it that he is unable to do?
none.

oh ya, i have found a job.
& the pay is super low one.
but thanks God its a flexible one.
rejected those with higher pay is coz i wana put HIS kingdom 1st.
i blive it wit all my heart that when i put HIS kingdom 1st, god will not short change me =)

haha.....
a fruitful day today=)
met up for cg....
oh, now i realise that phoebe can cook well... haha
nice nice =)

i am very touch by my cg's passion of outreaching...
last week, we so-called miss the harvest, 0 converts...
sad but we still move on...
we prayed like nv b4... pray & pray for a breakthrough...
esp. our spiritual life... coz thats e basic need for a harvest... =)
& guess wat?
we have 5 confirm visitors coming this fri !
amen !!!!
thank God!
one prayer is, i wana bring a fren also .... yupz.

ok, let me tell ya one marlu incident...
funny also... hahahaha cant stop laughning mann`
i met aaron & gordon to plan the games for west x'mas party...
after that, we were craving for pizza...
aaron : "eh, pizza only $3 plus leh...."
Gordon : "eh eat pizza !!! long time nv eat liao"
ting: " eh, steady!"
we went in & sat down.....
*aaron & gordon giggle*
there are no utensils!!!
Gordon to the waitress : "can i have utensils pls?"
*3 of us looking at the menu....*
so ex lar!!!! Aaron false info! where got $3?
at least each person muz $10 or more... thats so..................
*planning to ran off*
& guess wat? we reali did!!!
haha... duno how to tell u, but the ranning off part is damn funny lar...
gordon still act to take his hp & pretend that he have to go off due to some urgent stuff lor... haha
so paiseh!!!!! can u imagine that?
& we reali ran fast =)

pray & pray.............. I WANT CONVERTS !
haha

argh !!
muscle ached !!!
super ached....
haha.....
thats all bcoz i use the cluches..(how do u spell that?)
my upper part of my body is super ached...
cant even flip my body when i was sleeping...
haha thats e power of not exercising !

op liao!!!!
yes i am fine...
hahhaa
anyway thanks to e ppl ard me...
all so caring...
hehe....
THANKS!
duno how to express & wat to say...
but thanks lor =)

haiz ya....
wanted to be cool ...
but i cant help but to say....
haiyo!!!! y muz these ppl scold ppl in tagboard!!!??
still dun put name one...
y cannot sms or something???
that time i kanna... den i am not angry lar... but i feel so... puzzled ba..
all these ppl reminds me when i was young.. way b4 sec 1..
lurve to do this kind of stun de... haha
so i was once childish & boliao... hahaha
mayb now yes also... but not to e extend to scold ppl in tag ba... dun put name some more.
y dun put name huh????
if dare to commend den y dun put name!!!
can anyone ans me? haha
i am duper puzzled.
kk.... nvm, shall not say anymore...
haha

hai yo... gotta have fruits!
i reali dun wana miss e harvest.
reali dun wan.
& i noe i wun =)
thank God for everything & i muz blive in HIM.
not trying to phyco myself..
but more of, thats a assurance frm Holy spirit.
If God wanna me to wait, i will wait.
& of Coz, i wanna be patient .. =) haha
yupz... i noe my gals have done their best... =)
"i will trust as i wait, for my God is nv late"
thats wat i saw some where ..
& also...
God Will make a way!
amen.

went evaxing today....
weeee~
abit not fruitful... coz rejections here & there...
but.... haha... i am not discourage...
one is coz if i were them, i would reject too!
two is... i have done my best!
yeah..
but i have some at least =)
dear Lord, i pray that u will multiply them all!

tml operation le....
hmmmm.... i am so so scared!!!
happy at e same time too...
worry also?
coz hor...... e instruction said that if got any sickness muz call them...
& i got throat infection... but nv call...
coz they say only can call b4 5pm.. but when i noe... its like 8pm?
den duno can eat medicine before op or not...
but i ate it anyway... wahaha
God, u shall be in control.
hehe

anyway.... x'mas is coming....
my heart pump reali fast...
i am so so excited for e fruits that are coming in!
oh God... pls... west A 4 to hit more den 10 this week mann`
currently 9... argh!!!!!
hehehe...... it can be done mann`
lalalalala

wow.... slept so so so so so long ytd...
hehex...
camp was great !!!!!
nv regret a single min in there =)
learn alot... & pple responded...
for me... impacted me most was...
Relationship with God is more impt den Serving...
amen!!!!
and also.... i wana win more souls for Jesus!!
coz i am not ashamed of the goapal..
& the power of unity!! =)
also, ps jeff says that...
all authority was given by Jesus... muz respect parents...
& i am powerful in e sense of spiritualy coz i can help someone who is going eternal death to eternal life =) yeah....!!!!

argh... throat pain mann`
tell u...
i reali wana have a breakthrough in my health...
i wana experience God's healing power personally....
i wan to be healthy!

fri operation le...
scary mann``` !!!
cant imagine how painful would it be....
i tik my endurance of pain is lousy...
sometime when i complain pain, to others, is like nth...
haha... tik muz train myself liao.. lol !

my new cg members are so loving!
reali loving...
1st was the shepherd's appreciation night...
Jess & pheobe hide in my rm den tried to scare me... haha
den made me find my gift... & i love their Big card & 2 gifts lotz =)
i am touch .. haha
and during the covenant time...
one by one... they told me things like "i will support u de" "no matter wat, we will stand by u" "i will make ur work easier.." "i will share your burden" and lots more!
feel like crying mann`
actually no one told them to say all these... but they did it themselves... thats y i am touch...
if someone ask them to do all these, i guess i wouldn't be as touch le =)
i reali appreciate all these...
also after camp de smses that they sent... so loving lar!!!
gonna melt liao.. lolx =)

i strongly blive that by end march, west a 4 will bcome a unit =)
Zheng hua & AES will become a cg...
amen & amen!!!
thank God !

oh btw....
WEST WON THE FASHION SHOW IN CAMP.
How great is that???
haha.....
happy till mad... haha
really.....
thank God for yuqian , cindy , gordon & alysia.
hehehehez.....

Oh my God.....
can u imagine?
tml is camp le!!!
time reali flies lor......
hehex....
i am excited =)
its a boo boo to miss the camp.
reali !

Judgement day is our reward day.... =)
still rmber when i was a young christian, i am very scare of judgement day...
hahaha.....
came to realise some time ago that if u keep an acountable life... y scare of judgement day?
& also..... judgement day is reward day for christian.. wahahaha
wonderful =)

its true....
"its hard to endure if u do not noe wats the ending"
yay....
one of the reasons that i didnt give up bcoz i noe Jesus has e victory...
how dumb it is to give up when i noe who has e victory... ya?
haha.... dun misunderstand !
i am not thinking of giving up..
wahaha...
is that ytd i saw my sermon note that wrote all these...
yeah =)
anyway, i noe the ending... =)

my life is not a bed of roses....
of coz!!!!!
but my life is a joy-filled one.... =)
i agree with eelee, the most lonely ppl on earth are those who know the truth & yet deny the truth.
their life is a tragic...
for non-B, at least they haben tasted the goodness of God, so they wun noe anything...
for blivers, they have God with them!!!!
for the B-sliders... noe e source of love but yet dun have love... thats e most saddening one.
yupz.
come back to God ba =)

wow... had a fruitful day today =)
let me count.......
i took a total of 8 buses and 4 MRT trips today.
thats so amazing!!!
and my ez link card was broke. haha
yu qian so cute, top up 5bucks today & now... less den $1.90 in her ez link ..
wahahaha

watch chicken little le!!!!
wahahaa.....
damn cute lar!!!
haha
den ate sakae.
wow chu lee!!!!
we finally eat it le =)

oh well... at least.... the head part of the costume sort of done le =)
Thank God mann =)

ytd... i tot of something....
coz in the bible... terrible things are happening to the country...
so ppl was blaming God for that....
initially, i tot to myself.... "wow God so feirce arh?"
den after i got it le......
all these happen not bcoz that God is feirce...
but its the stabborness of the ppl...
they refuse to obey God...
& they would want to do things their way....
so without God.... all these happen to them!!!
so..... whose fault?
if only they listen..... all these wun happen..yay.
SIN is the cause.
hate the word "if only" .. haha
that represent regret. yupz.

wow.... dumby me !
stay jurong & duno jurong =(
went to the wrong bus stop AGAIN!
argh.....
haha.....
oh ya... i saw a dead frog in the middle of the road...
& its GROSS! yucks
It die until so ugly sia.

oh ya..... tania & alysia's Granny's soup nice!
lurve it =)
hehe....

wow.... WFL over le...
time reali can fly de lor... LoLx!
very busy!!
with the costume thingy...
OMG, so many unexpected probz coming up....
we are like.... out of breath le!!!!
haha...
but to say e truth... i enjoy mann`
1st time making clothes & u noe wat?
we did alot of stupid mistakes!
real stupid ok...
haha

okok.... no matter wat... we muz win!!!!!
MUST.. haha
yeah
the confidece level abit drop after the mistakes... haha
but but.... there are still hope thou.. wahaha
tik that we gonna give up??
boo, u are wrong! haha...
call me crazy! yay.

next week camp le...
haha... how many clothes muz i bring arh???
wahaha...
anyway, it will be a great time learning =)

wahaha, tell ya....
i tik my face got virus or something....
the MM team wanna interview me....
den when they start recording... the tape spoil leh!!!
wow .... i was so shock mann`
tik my face too scary or something?
super pai seh lor... =p
LoLx!!!
BOO!! haha